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Today's Ashes, Tomorrow's Ashes

by Homesick

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Cut Open 02:54
CUT OPEN A LESSON LEARNT THE HARD WAY NOW I CAN BARELY BREATHE THE BONDS WE HAD LAY BURIED DOWN ALIVE THEY SAY THE PAIN WILL FADE BUT I FEEL CUT OPEN WHAT'S DONE IS DONE SO WHY DO I FEEL THE GASHES WARMLY LEAK AND I UNDERSTAND IF YOU FEEL BETRAYED HAVE NO WORRIES, CAUSE I FEEL THE SAME WE USED TO FLY HIGH SO HIGH ABOVE THE GROUND BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG, MY WINGS FELL APART AND EVEN THOUGH WE TRIED AND ALMOST REACHED THE SKY ALL THAT’S LEFT IS SORELY BURIED DOWN ALIVE AND I UNDERSTAND IF YOU FEEL BETRAYED HAVE NO WORRIES, CAUSE I FEEL THE SAME BLURRED SILHOUETTES OF BODIES THAT USED TO WARM EACH OTHER'S SKIN DISSOLVED IN A MIST, WITHERING AWAY SOME BRUISES WILL NEVER HEAL SO WE WITHER AWAY
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Chest Pain 03:10
CHEST PAIN HIT ME HARD & LET ME FEEL YOU! GIVE IT ALL YOUR WEIGHT! BATTER ME UP! STOMP ME INTO THE MUD, GIVE ME PAIN! SO TEAR ME DOWN & LET ME DROWN! THROW ME AWAY! I NEVER WAS THE ONE YOU LOVE! CAUSE YOU NEVER EVER LOVED YOURSELF ANYWAY! NO QUESTIONS ASKED, THE JUDGE’S CALL IS SACRED & SAFE NO INSULT TAKEN, WHO AM I TO DECIDE MY OWN FATE? I’M OVERTHINKING WHAT WENT WRONG YOU SAID I BELONG. HIT ME HARD, GIVE ME ALL YOUR PAIN! PULL ME UNDER! THROW ME AWAY! BULLY ME INTO SILENCE! LET ME LIVE! LET ME BREATHE! LET ME DECAY! (CHEST PAIN) DAY IN, DAY OUT, ANOTHER SCAR IS CARVED INTO MY SKIN BEATEN BLACK & BLUE HOW CAN I BE A HUMAN BEING WHEN I’M BRUISED ON THE OUTSIDE & HARMED FROM WITHIN IT’S HARD TO FEEL COMPLETE WHEN THE ONLY LOVE I KNOWN IS A RAISED HAND & DEFEAT WHAT GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO USE ME ALL THE WAY? GIVE ME THE KNIFE, THIS PAIN IS PART OF ME THIS PAIN IS PART OF ME, SO I’LL TAKE IT AWAY
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GENERATION HURT YOU’RE GROWING UP BUT THE WALLS ARE CAVING IN STRETCHING YOUR ARMS TO HOLD BACK WHAT’S COMING AND EVEN THOUGH YOU’RE STANDING STRONG. YOU’VE GOT THE FEELING THAT IT’S NEVER ENOUGH. YOU’RE LIKE A SHIELD, YOU PROTECT THE CORE AND REMAINS OF IDEALS YOU UPHELD BEFORE LOOK IN THE MIRROR! CAN YOU TAKE IT? YOU SEE SOMEONE YOU’D NEVER HAVE ADORED. I TEND TO FORGIVE BUT THE WORLD WALKS OVER ME WITH EVERY STEP I TAKE, I SUFFOCATE IN YOUR EMBRACE BECAUSE I AM HURT! BECAUSE I AM GENERATION HURT! PAY YOUR SHARE ON SOCIETY’S BILL JOIN OR DIE, NO AVAIL, JUST DEVOTION WHAT I SAY IS I DON’T GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU GIVE. NOT GONNA CAPSIZE THIS SINKING SHIP EVERY PAGE I TURN IS DRENCHED IN BLOOD. WATER YOUR IRON PLANT ROOTED IN FRAUD. WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE, I SUFFOCATE WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE, I SUFFOCATE IN YOUR EMBRACE I TEND TO FORGIVE BUT THE WORLD WALKS OVER ME WITH EVERY STEP I TAKE, WITH EVERY MOVE I MAKE I CAN’T TAKE ANOTHER BREATH.
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FORTUNE & GREED SO YOU THINK WE’RE A MISFIT GENERATION THAT WE DON’T HAVE WHAT IT TAKES, NO AMBITION LOOK, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU HANDING OVER? YOUR WORLD IS IN FLAMES WE HAVE NO CHOICE SO WE TAKE WHAT YOU GIVE PULLING OURSELVES UP BY THE BOOTSTRAPS YOU'VE PULLED THE TRIGGER, BUT WE FORGIVE EVEN THOUGH IT ALL GOES TO WASTE SO SPIT ME OUT INTO THIS WORLD OF DISBELIEF I'LL TAKE MY CHANCES, MY FORTUNE & GREED YOUR DREAM IS DEAD, SO DON'T YOU DARE KILL MINE INSIDE MY HEAD, IT RAGES AND SLOWLY BREAKS ME DOWN IT’S HARD TO BREATHE WHEN YOU LIVE IN DEBT GIVE ME LIFE, SPIT ME OUT, INTO THE LOANSHARK’S HANDS LOADED BACKS AND HEAVY HEARTS BOOTSTRAPS TIGHT, TEARS IN THE EYES I DON’T WANT TO BUT I GOTTA TAKE WHAT YOU GIVE THERE’S NO OTHER WAY BUT I FORGIVE SAY WHAT YOU GOT TO SAY BUT DON’T LEAD ME ASTRAY ONE, TWO OFF WE GO TO LIVE OUR DREAM IN A WORLD UNKNOWN THREE FOUR THERE’S NOTHING BUT SORROW IN A WORLD WHERE THERE’S NO TOMORROW
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Interlude 01:19
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DIRECT ACTION I KNOW THERE’S A PLACE THAT WE BOTH KNOW THERE IS A PLACE THAT WE CALL HOME. DO YOU CARE AT ALL? YOU TALK, YOU YELL “I LIVE FOR BETTER DAYS!“ BUT YOU’RE MISSING THE POINT, YOUR LABEL CAN’T SAVE YOU FROM YOUR OLD WAYS LOSING GROUND! ALIVE OR DEAD! SINKING DEEP LIKE A SHIPWRECK. DAY IN DAY OUT! FALLING APART! BOW TO FATE! EXPLOIT! ROT OUT! WE ARE LED TO CONFORM, FORCED TO PAY THE ULTIMATE PRICE! DAY BY DAY, LOSING GROUND! ACT NOW! WOULD YOU ENLIST & MARCH TOWARDS DESTRUCTION? WE’VE GOT EVERYTHING TO LOSE. IT’S TIME FOR DIRECT ACTION! DID YOU CHOOSE TO DECAY! HAVE YOU MISSED THE POINT! REBEL! THAT’S THE ONLY WAY WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? REWILD AGAIN & AGAIN WITH ALL THE PASSION! WE’VE GOT EVERYTHING TO LOSE. IT’S TIME FOR DIRECT ACTION!
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CARDINAL WULF I CAN’T BELIEVE HOW YOU CAN HOLD SUCH A RIGID VIEW! WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN TOLD? ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER CHURCH, ANOTHER GOD-DAMN FAIRY TALE EVERY BODY BOW DOWN, SEE? HAPPY DAYS! THINGS ARE GETTING WORSE WHEN WE’RE GETTING MISLED, IN GOD WE TRUST? WHAT KIND OF BULLSHIT IS THAT DO YOU BELIEVE IN KINGDOM COME? WHAT IF IT’S HERE? WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE? SO SAY YOUR PRAYERS, PUT YOUR FAITH IN BETTER DAYS NAME MY SINS, MAKE ME OUT, OH YEAH! CAUSE YOU’RE THE BETTER MAN! WHEN THE KIND THOUGHT BECOMES THE KNIFE YOU PROUDLY FLY THE FLAG BUT I REMEMBER I’VE BEEN TOLD! TOLD TO HAVE HEART THE CHURCH IS BURNING INSIDE MY MIND YOU WANNA JUDGE ME BECAUSE I’M DIFFERENT I HAVE NO SYMPATHY FOR YOUR TWISTED MIND OPEN YOUR TEXTBOOK TO LEARN WRONG FROM RIGHT AND LET GOD CONTROL YOUR LITTLE LIFE! I’LL NEVER GONNA DRINK THE POISON YOU SPREAD I DIDN’T COME HERE TO REPENT MAYBE YOU’RE RIGHT & I’M A GOD DAMN SINNER WELL I SUPPOSE, I’LL SEE YOU IN HELL! THINGS ARE GETTING WORSE AND WE’RE GETTING MISLED, IN GOD WE TRUST? WHAT KIND OF BULLSHIT IS THAT! I DON’T BELIEVE IN KINGDOM COME I’VE BUILT MINE HERE, SO WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE? I CAN’T BELIEVE HOW YOU CAN HOLD SUCH A RIGID VIEW! WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN TOLD? I’LL SEE YOU IN HELL, I SUPPOSE!
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TODAY’S ASHES, TOMORROW’S ASHES A THOUSAND TIMES RE-FABRICATED LIES BEHOLD! THE WINNER’S ABOUT TO CLAIM THE PRIZE! A LOVE FOR LOVE, AN EYE FOR AN EYE! 5 YEARS OF FUN, THEN CONSUME & DIE! HIT A BUTTON MEET YOUR DEEPEST DESIRES! FILL YOUR POCKETS WITH DUST! LEADERS WEAR BIG SHINY SMILES! BUT EVEN METAL TURNS TO RUST! SPREAD COMPASSION BUT DON’T TOUCH MY GUNS! SAVE THE AIR TO MAX MY FUNDS! COME ONE & JOIN US! BUT DON’T GET TOO CLOSE! THIS HOW IT GOES! FUCK YOU! IT SEEMS SO CLEAR TO ME WE’RE BEING LED TO BE ALIENATED! COUNTERFEIT RULES WRITTEN OVER DEAD BODIES GLORY TO THE WINNER - SHAME ON THE DEAD! BRAINWASHED - BRAINDEAD - SQUEEZED OUT CHOKED TILL THE LAST BREATH HOW DO YOU DO! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOUR EMPTY PHRASES! BRAINWASHED - BRAINDEAD - SQUEEZED OUT! HOW DO YOU DO! FUCK YOU! GLORY TO THE WINNER - SHAME ON THE DEAD!
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CULT OF KILL ALL RIGHT, SO THIS IS HOW WE LIVE. ONE SOLUTION TO PROTECT MY SKIN. YOU WANT YOUR PEACE? GO BUY A GUN! PROTECT & SERVE - WE’RE ALL AS ONE! CONGRATS YOU MADE A WISE DECISION! THE WORLD IS SAFER WITH YOU ON OUR SIDE! NOW SHOW YOUR GUN TO YOUR BULLIED SON! HEY BOY! DAD’S HERE AND WE’RE JUST FINE! THE DEATH TOLL IS RISING WHAT A WONDROUS THRILL WE WATCH FROM A DISTANCE THE CULT OF KILL THE TRUTH’S HARD TO SWALLOW IT’S A BITTER PILL THE CULT OF KILL MY CULT OF KILL REALITY CHECK: BLOODY STAINS WILL YOU TELL ME WHAT ATE YOUR FUCKING BRAIN! PUTTING A GUN INTO CHILDREN’S HANDS SPREADING VIOLENCE, SPREADING DEATH, HOW IS THAT OKAY? KIDS ARE GETTING SHOT BEHIND THEIR DESKS MARTIAL LAW IN IT’S PUREST SENSE YOU FUCK ME UP? I’LL SHOOT YOU DOWN SELF-DEFENCE - I’M CLEAN I’M ALL RIGHT IS THIS MOVING FORWARD? IS THIS WHAT YOU MEAN? I’LL TAKE IT FROM YOUR COLD, DEAD HANDS, FUCK YOUR AR-15. ALL RIGHT, SO THIS IS HOW I LIVE. MY SOLUTION TO PROTECT MY SKIN IS NO GUN IN YOUR COLD DEAD HANDS FUCK YOUR AR-15. SO SHUT YOUR MOUTH & HOLD YOUR BREATH. WHAT’S A GUN IF NOT A TOOL OF DEATH. I WANT PEACE, I DON’T NEED YOUR GUN. I DON’T BELIEVE THAT WE’RE AS ONE. I’M NOT AS ONE, I’M NOT LIKE YOU FUCK YOUR AR-15
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FOR ONE DAY TOO LONG I’VE BEEN LIVING ON FALSE HOPE FOR ONE DAY TOO LONG CARRIED THE WEIGHT OF “ONE BODY, ONE SOUL” BUT ALONG THE WAY I REALISED I GOTTA LET YOU GO ALL I SEE ARE BUMPS IN THE ROAD. BUT WE GOTTA CHOOSE WHERE WE WANNA GO! IF YOU KNEW THAT THIS WOULD END UP IN HEARTBREAK, WHERE WOULD YOU GO?! FOR ONE DAY TOO LONG! I HAD SO MANY SAD SUNNY DAYS WHEN THE LIGHT FELT LIKE PITCH BLACK I FELT LIKE I HATE TO BREATHE! SO I’LL DROP YOUR HAND & LET YOU DROWN IN YOUR BELIEFS CAUSE IS TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON! AND I HATE TO LEAVE BUT I HAVE TO GO! ALL THE WEIGHT DROPS DOWN! WHEN YOU CONFESS YOUR ADDICTIONS! NO BLAME, NO FAULT & I APOLOGISE WHO THE FUCK AM I? TO SEE MYSELF AS A SAVIOUR! LEARN TO LOVE, TO LIE & DIE LEARN TO LOVE, TO BREAK FREE & FLY. WHERE WILL YOU GO! TESTING MY NERVES. FUCK, THIS FEELS HEAVY ON THE WAY TO A MENTAL BREAKDOWN THIS ANGER BREAKS MY LEVEE BUT NOW I KNOW WHERE TO GO

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This is our debut full length album Today's Ashes, Tomorrow's Ashes

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released February 10, 2022

Recorded, Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Damián Kučera
Music was written by Homesick & Damian Kučera
Lyrics: Mikuláš Preisler with help of Jan Kučera

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